So, today is officially day 3 of no smoking and yesterday had to be the most difficult for me. I wanted to pop peoples heads off just for blinking. I was extremely irritable yesterday and found myself thinking about smoking more often than I was breathing! I went to work for a few hours, at the bar, BIG mistake cuz everyone smokes! I only lasted about 2 hours and I had to head out. I chewed through an entire pack of gum, sucked 2 tootsie pops, finished off a bag of peppermint bark and gnawed through some straws while driving. Thus far that proves to be the largest challenge...driving. Apparently that is when I smoked most! UGH!!!!
On a good note, I didn't smell and I didn't eat everything in sight. I did leave my car at home so that I couldn't jump in and drive to the cigarette store, yes..it is now called that! That was a brilliant idea on my part otherwise, I believe I would have caved. Thankfully, there is no football today which means no beer which means no temptation to smoke! Yay!!!
I think to stay busy I foresee many projects in my future...at least for a few weeks ;)
I do have to say that the worst part about yesterday was towards the end of the evening. My cheese steak place was closed, I had no beer, and I wasn't smoking. Then, after 2 benadryls...I couldn't fall asleep which is all I wanted to do...put that evil day to rest! Today will be better than yesterday and tomorrow will be better than today!
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